Diary of a Weirdo

Yesterday I was on Skype with a friend.

I was very hesitant and reluctant since I’ve kind of resisted everything for 2 years. But to be honest, to me, it was a risk. I took it, and I don’t regret it. It was a rather nice chat. Quite awkward at the beginning for about an hour, but at the one-hour point, the conversation finally got interesting. We kept talking for another hour and a half about random shit that occurred and I don’t regret losing sleep for that. Sad thing is- it’s never going to happen again. I can feel it in my bones that it’s a one-time thing, but still, it was a nice experience since I finally took the first step in getting out of my comfort zone.

Today was the last day of semester one.

I miss our grade 9. He wasn’t here today and it was just so wrong without him. He’s also staying at the Falls and never coming back. He always made fun of Januhaa the most and it feels so wrong to make fun of her without him.

Today I bought some stuff.

I got that tank top that I really adored, although it’s a medium. I really liked it and it was on sale too. I was going to get it last time, but thank god I didn’t.

Also got a bright orange hoodie, which resembles a tangerine. I love it okay. Don’t judge me for liking orange.

It’s true, once you start wearing cardigans, you never go back. It’s just so much more comfortable and softer. I bought another one today.

And I also got these gloves since I seem to have misplaced mine in my own room. And I bought mom coffee for her birthday. Hope she likes it.

And I also got this weirdass shirt with bigass panda eyes on it. I was going to get it for 22 bucks but it turned out to be on sale for 13. Yay!

I now have no more money in my bank account and wallet.

My mom told me to go to Waterloo so that I could follow my sister. First off, I don’t even have the confidence that I can get in. Second, as much as I adore Kelly, I do not want to make my decision based on what I am being commanded to do. I want to make it because I truly want it.

And plus, my sister says my mom told me to do that so that it makes sure she does not get a live-in boyfriend by any chance since I’m such a third wheel. Now that’s degrading. I’ve gone from a sister to a nanny.

Today was a good day.

In first period, Saba and I did nothing. We just told stories. We also did the banana phone thing, which was fun.

Then in second period, I had careers and I spent the class watching stupid youtube videos.

During lunch, we watched as Keith devoured his own personal ‘double Big Mac’.

During fourth period, we watched a movie, Julie and Julia. Idris is such a kid sometimes, and it’s kind of refreshing. It’s kind of nice to act like a kid and not give a crap.

During fifth period, we watched a history movie so it was basically nap time.

Then I went shopping with my sister. The bus ride there was goddamn annoying since these fucktards won’t quiet down. They were basically projecting their voices from one end to the other, all the while teaching each other how to speak this language. On top of that, they repeated the same thing over and over again. I had to endure this for 45 minutes. I even moved to the other end of the bus.

So for her birthday present, I bought Kelly her shoes/heels/boots/whatever they are, her ipod, and her new shirt that she’s going to wear for grad photos. My little big sister is growing up. :’) Legal in a week.

The past two French classes were review so basically free period.

The 4 people in my little corner like to be lame together. We make fun of each other for an entire hour and it’s a great way to pass time. We like to be sarcastic lying assholes together. It feels like the kid reads my mind, oh my god. Where has he been all my life. BE MAH FRAAAAAAAAND.